Sono mono 192

Hey people, here are two chapters… I thought it would probably be cruel if I just gave you one chapter and not this one, so without further ado, enjoy!

As always thanks for your comments and feedback.

Original: なんかスッキリしました (精神的に)

Chapter 192 – I feel somehow refreshed (mentally).

The next day…

 

 

 

Three days later…

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The morning, five days later…

I’m fully recovered!! How could it be?! I’m completely recovered!! How to say it, I feel refreshed!! I feel invigorated!! Was the world this beautiful?! The chirp of the birds feel nice!!

… I got my tension a little up… I’m sorry…

But I cried a lot that day, I was feeling like an empty shell up until now but now I feel refreshed. I’m not just putting up a brave face!! … Let’s calm down a little…

 

 

Fuuu… I can think calmly now. The thing about Aria was certainly shocking… If I just were to think whether to forgive her or not, obviously I wouldn’t be able to forgive her. But I also don’t plan on condemning her. Or rather, I don’t think that I have the right to condemn her. The me of that time was just being a coward wating for her return from a safe place, and I even flee from that place afterwards. So what could I say now… Aria blamed herself but I think that’s just the natural result, a result I think I let happen.

If at that time I had jumped out and said something, maybe something might have changed…

Or even if I had forcefully tagged along with them when they went to defeat the Demon Lord, it could have gone well too…

 

 

There’s no end to thinking like that. In the end, I can’t change the past. In reality, Aria is not by my side, and I’m not at Aria’s side. This is the truth.

Now that I think about it, an older girl that lived in my neibourhood said once…

‘The first love always fails… But because that is the first person you ever love… That person becomes unforgettable…’ Or something like that…

I think I can understand the meaning of those words a little more. I probably won’t ever forget Aria… But that will not be because I still love her… I will simply exist as a memory. Mine and Aria’s path will never cross like that again…

 

 

I think I’m able to think like that thanks to meeting the girls, being with them, and because I made a promise with them.

Sarona’s, Tata’s, Naminissa’s, Narelina’s, Haosui’s, Kagane’s, Mao’s…

I wonder if receiving their feelings of love to me made my heart stronger… No, that’s not right, is their presence what supports my heart. I can feel the love they give me in my heart.

Severely, tenderly, kindly, sublimely, sternly, bravely facing fowards.

It warmly heals my heart…

 

 

Aria will live together with Hero-sama, and I will live together with the girls.

This is the path that Aria walks. I’m can easily accept that and thus, I feel like some weight got lifted up from my heart…

 

 

I raise my body after having slept all this time. I think my body got stiff because I can hear my joints cracking. Well it can’t be helped since I have been wrapped up on the bed all this time. I make some slight stretches, get down the bed and change into my usual clothes.

While I was changing, I remember what happened in the last four days.
At that time I loudly cried my heart out but thanks to the isolation barrier Naminissa placed, it didn’t leaked outside. Well, if it had leaked out I wouldn’t be able to leave this room from the shame, so I’m grateful. And I also should thank the girls for taking turns at staying with me. Having someone near was really reassuring and I’m glad for it.

And that’s what I want to say to them but, there’s nobody here. I’m effectively alone right now. Eh? Even Meru isn’t here. I want to caress her a lot!! The feel of Meru’s skin is indisputably the thing that gives my heart stability the most… Where could she have gone? I desire Meru right now.

 

 

When I finished changing, I leave the room and from the living room downstairs I can hear voices so I go down the stairs and enter the living room. What comes to my eyes is the sight of the girls surrounding the table talking about something with serious faces. And over the table there is a banner standing, and that banner says:

[46th Hero’s Party destruction meeting]

That’s what it said. I can tell that some words were strongly written… I understand that but, what does it mean? Haven’t they realize that I just entered the room? And I can hear the contents of their… meeting?

“No matter how I think about it, if we kill them normally, our feelings won’t subside.”
“You’re right… It has to be the most gruesome and miserable death possible or…”
“And to do that we need to think of several ways to proceed.”
“I see… Won’t tearing their four limbs and throw them out do?”
“… That’s too tepid…”
“Then how about stripping the hero nude, make him wear woman’s underwear and have him walk around downtown?”
“And we can then hang him from a signboard with the legend ‘I get sexually aroused when I wear woman’s underwear and get looked at with scornful eyes'”

“””I like that!!”””

What on earth are you girls talking about?
I can’t keep looking at them having that kind of conversation so I call out to them.

“Uhm… Good morning, everybody.”
“””!!”””

The moment I say that, all of them get up their seats and gather around me… And with cheerful faces and shedding tears the greet me with a hug. I feel their warmth in my skin and realize something warm that resides in my heart starts burning. I also spread my arms wide and hug them back. And when I do that, Meru flies to my head and rides it as if claiming ‘this place belongs to me’, so I stroke her skin.

Ahh~… I’m feeling healed~…

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Author’s notes: In some way, from here on is a “Restart”!!
We finally made it up to here… (-_-;)
When I started I never thought it would take this much. (-_-;)

 

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84 thoughts on “Sono mono 192

      1. I’m hoping the next arc is a ‘marriage arc’ involving the planning and eventually the marriage of the harem. There should no longer be anything to get in the way, so I can’t imagine the girls allowing it to be put off any longer.

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        1. I took a peek on the next raw chapters so i might spoil this on you but there’s still the issue with the princess and it’s something you should look forward to

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    1. It might be, but the author also wrote a LN for this. The LN ends differently than the WN and the author is currently writing a next “part” that follows the sotry after the LN ending.

      What i want to know is if our dear translator-san will TL the LN from the point where it started to differ from the WN and then continue with the 2nd part. That would be pretty sweet~~

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      1. All is different. Althoug the plot is the same until vol 4, the course of the history IS COMPLETALY different. I already read the LN whit GT, it’s the same that the manga, so, don’t you think is different this? :V

        Also…..he only wrote part 2 because everyone hated that Aria betrayed Wazu xD

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          1. The first difference is that Wazu meets with Meru from the beginning. Second, although the prologue is the same in both, but the difference is that the way in which Wazu became strong is explained, in the WN this was never mentione, it is also in chapter 1 where he fought with Ragnil and defeated the Necromancer, beast man and the elf that appeared in the manga. Another difference is the chapter where Kagame makes the bet with Aria.
            Also….. See the illustrations of Volume 4 and you will notice that they do not fit almost anything except the appearance of the Earth Goddess….. 😛

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          2. In the WN Aria loves the hero and he seems to be an OK guy, in the LN he’s an evil rapist that forced Aria to kiss in a balcony in front of the populace.Aria probably ends in the harem.

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  1. Thanks for the chapter dude!!! I am so happy…..I knew that the spoilers were all trash!!! they all said that Wazu was a crybaby, but everything I just read is different. Do not believe in spoilers until you read it correctly translated!

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    1. He IS a crybaby. He beat the fucking Usain Bolt in running in order to forget what hi saw Aria doing! Of course, he has reasons to it: his truthful love – at least the first. But that doesn’t change the fact he is a crybaby..

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      1. Well, about crybaby, You could say yes, but this was much lighter than the one in chapter 10-15, besides, ALL the spoilers said pure shit of “this chapter”. This does not have anything like what I just read, well, just the part of crying, but nothing more. Although everyone has their criteria, and this is mine. 😛

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    2. He was a crybaby, but like many people he grew out of it. This entire story could even be described as a coming of age story about him growing from a crybaby wimp to confident demigod (and gathering a harem along the way).

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    1. Too bad they won’t. I just wish the ending has a scene like he has to chose between her and one of the girls to save and the hero is dead (nothing against him but nothing in favor) and he chooses not her and she has a despairing face and the Evil God uses her as his plaything and do some ‘god magic’ to make her stay sane always and forever while the evil god does whatever he pleases to her. He will also constantly tickle her feet and she won’t stop laughing but won’t die from it.

      .. Went too far?

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  2. Thanks for the chapters. Looks like goddess of darkness inadvertently help him to prepare. As for the fun meeting, even Meru as well? The hero(lol)’s still a bit lucky he didn’t try to hit on the girls as well. Otherwise (peaceful & meaningful) death would be nothing but a luxurious dream for him… but he did hit on his would be (pretty much set in stone?) sister in law…

    Btw, typos:
    /“You’re right… /I/ has to be the /moste/ gruesome and miserable death possible or…”/

    Is translator’s a little bit affected as well?

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      1. True. I avoid NTR like the plague. Thankfully this was not NTR. (Although the LN could – from a certain point of view, I think – be considered a failed attempt at NTR. But that would require that the hero knew of her former love before deciding to take her, and from what little I recall he did not know of Wazu until after that, so perhaps it is also not NTR, although it would still be much closer toward NTR than the WN.)

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  3. Thanks for the 2 chapters, I particulary expected a little more drama and discussion with screams in this meeting with Aria, I wanted to at least see him calling her a traitor to make her cry, or the girls trying to attack her and Wazu having to hold they, well, the part of the meeting is hilarious, but I do not want to end it, I wanted to see the girls’ pov about it and even Aria’s maybe ..

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    1. *:Not a spoiler but dont read if u dont want*

      Dont worry,Aria and the hero(lol) gang will appear again soon when the demon god attack, and as usual i bet the good cliche they will get rekt af.And prob who knows if aria the bitch might fall again to wazu but get bitch slap lol

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    1. im more surpriced it is only the forty sixth given that it is the heros party(or one of the members) that has hold them back from marrying the MC, plus all the hurt feelings he have had by that party, i would not have been surprised if it was a higher number and with a few working plans where they just need the finnishing touches to begin the rumble

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  4. Here’s how I see it. In a sense, it was NTR. However… people are fickle things. For starters, feelings change. That within itself is reality. But I am pissed off not at the hero as much as I am Aria. She should had told Wazu the truth before he ended up on the mountain. She didn’t even try to seek him out. Hell, she had a chance to talk with him before the sisters ended up in the harem. But she instead said “I didn’t expect that person to be an adventurer”, or something along those lines. In reality, she’s at fault regardless. So yeah, it’s only NTR in a sense. But in reality… she’s not worth anything.

    I’m looking forward to the next chapter. As much as I wanted to see the Aria angle to end… it’s still disappointing. But now I have something new to wait for, Wazu marrying the girls.

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    1. The hero seems a nice guy (might be an act). I have nothing against him (nothing in favor despite him being a hero).

      Aria is just someone who seeks someone cool. And she will have problems with her panties as soon as he becomes a god. Muwahahaha

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      1. Personally, the thing about her is and should stay over. Yeah, she and Wazu made a promise years ago. However, people’s feelings do change over time as I said. She fell for the Hero, it’s not proven that he was gunning for her in the first place. That’s where the “in a sense” part came from. She betrayed Wazu’s feelings. But as I just said earlier, it no longer matters. All that matters now is that he and the girls get married and have a bunch of babies.

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    2. You say that Aria should have told Wazu the truth, but the fact is she tried. Wazu noticed them without being noticed, and he fled without her ever knowing that he had even been in the city, let alone had seen her kissing the hero. She was literally just arriving back in the capital city after defeating the demonlord; she had not yet had the time to return home and meet with Wazu.

      From prior chapters we know that as soon as she left the capital she sought him out in their home town, but he wasn’t there. She then even went to the adventurers’ guild, but seeing Wazu hiding from Aria the guild representative chose not to inform her of Wazu. It was not that Aria chose not to speak with Wazu. She was already seeking him, but he was hiding from her, and the guild representative chose not to reveal that Wazu was present. If she had, and Aria still chose to leave without meeting with Wazu, then you would have a point.

      The moment Aria learns where Wazu is located she rushes there – that was the whole point of revealing Wazu’s name as the one who ‘abducted’ the princess: the sure knowledge that Aria was so determined to meet with Wazu that she would insist on coming to the port town if she heard that Wazu was there. So claiming that she was somehow at fault for not telling Wazu before she even got back from defeating the demon lord is irrational. Granted, most people become irrational about love stories with tragic twists, so it can’t really be held against you or others.

      The reason this is not NTR has nothing to do with Aria. It has to do with the hero not trying to take her from Wazu; he genuinely fell in love with her. The entire point of NTR is stealing from another – that is the origin of the term, after all.

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      1. There is really not much point you stating what the textbook dictionary of NTR means u know. It a fact that hero stole the girl from the protagonist. I might have agreed with you if Aria didnt take the promise she made to Wazu seriously due to being young but both parties did. Regardless of how consensual it turned out between the hero and Aria. it was Wazu that got NTRed and quite alot readers obviously thought so which was probably why the official LN was shifted to a misunderstanding.

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    3. I have to agree with you that this is NTR in a sense. It could’ve have been different if Aria didn’t take the promise seriously and chalk it up to young age but in this case both parties took the intent to marry very seriously. So ya in a sense Wazu did get NTRed but the thing that soften the blow is that he has a whole harem party with him at the end.

      That’s probably the reason why the LN did a shift to being a misunderstanding instead. After all not many readers enjoy the fact that the nice guy protagonist just got NTRed regardless of how it turned out in the end.

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  5. Thnx for the double chapters.
    If you ever start translating the LN as project requiring donation i would support it. I love this novel. Wish i knew how to read japanese.

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    1. I agree. ‘Make the hero wear women’s clothing and sign him’? that doesn’t even come close to public humiliation… you need something more derogatory… 🙂 show everyone how weak he is, have him in an arena, nude vs Wazu, and then next have Aria right behind Wazu (Your choice of clothing) as the hero attempts to take Wazu down.

      I can see it going very well on showing how pitiful the hero is.

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  6. somehow… it’s…. huh… i feel kinda… why must thats… fuck because thats i hate riaju…. yeah wazu you and is ally so dont to sad… yeahh you are not sad anymore… i really jealous with you…you have people/fiance…

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  7. I agree with Wazu. Had he forcefully tagged along on the quest to defeat the demonlord Aria’s feelings would almost certainly not have waned and redirected. This presumes he would have received similar power-ups and so would have died in the journey. On the other hand, had he gone on that quest, got the power-ups, and kept Aria, he would never have met his current harem (except his sister Kagane, of course. But I doubt she would have been able to convince Aria to let her become a haremite rather than let Aria keep Wazu to herself. At least in the real story-line the sister had the advantage of the fact Wazu already had a harem, making it harder for him to say no – especially once she got the approval of the other harem members). So there are both positives and negatives in tagging along and therefore keeping Aria.

    He forgot to mention Meru when he listed the girls! How could he?!

    “46th …” lol Yeah they are borderline yandere toward him, aren’t they. Amusingly, their comments resemble those of some of the odder commenters on this website.

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  8. thanks for the chapter…well i got kinda embarassed reading the previous chapter so….i skipped it 😀 i want to know what happen and i also don’t…really complicated…haaaa JUST DIE HERO I HOPED WAZU KILLED BY A SLAP SERIOUSLY…

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  9. The hero and his groupies will die. My bet, sexual execution by the evil god’s hand. If the Wazu Crew can redirect the Evil God’s eye to the Hero’s crew, most of us would be sated.

    But really, Wazu? That’s a lot longer than your previous record.

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  10. Oi arent they much more fear some entity than the demon lord & more malicious than the Evil God I mean ex..

    Someone say to Wazu your dress is weird…next day that someone is terribly murdered humihilated in all acounts of crime given & his name shall go down in history as a Evil person worse that hitler & lucifer combine?

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  11. Had he taken the princess?
    I do not think, I say that I imagine that any of the haren could derive to the whole party faith hero. (they have been trained by a semi god)
    Better than the hero and aria hide in the depths of the calabosos. Hahaha

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